I want to get used at least one time

To start off, I've only bottomed once (he was 8"+) and I'm very also picky about who I'll play with (good looking, slim/fit body, average or bigger cock).

I would like to meet up with a good looking guy who has a big dick (8"+, thick, with an even thicker mushroom head) and just let him fuck me. I'm not the submissive type, but I want to try it at least once. I'd like to meet up, chat a little bit, suck each other or just me suck him and then let him take his time fucking me. I don't want a quick pump-n-dump experience. I want to experience every inch sliding in and out of me. I want to feel the tip of his dick popping in and out of my ass. I want to see if he can make me cum by just fucking me. Then I want him to pump every drop of his cum into me. I want video of the whole experience.

Who has done this or wants to? In a perfect world, with no risk of an STDs and only good looking guys with long, thick cocks, I would want to experience leaving my hotel room door cracked open and seeing how many times I could get fucked and filled in a day.