Is it odd?

I have been sucked and sucked a few cocks, but it was always in a situation where a lady was watching or encouraging in a threesome. I have never sucked all way to completion and swallowed yet. Here is what may be the "odd" part, I am not attracted to guys. What I do know is I am attracted to feminine. Smooth skin, no hair about and feminine to me and if they have a cock, it is a turn in. Crossdresser or femboy that is cute and passable totally hot. I know may be weird, but this is what attracts me. I read where some guys don't like guys, but just the cock. Am I alone in this?

You are not alone. I didn't even know I had a bi side until I started looking at tranny porn. Trans are rare where I am, I have found a couple true trans. The type of guys I like are young, slim and smooth. I not only suck them but most of the time hook up to fuck them.
The first guy I ever sucked to completion had a huge beautiful cock but said he wasn't attracted to guys and only play at a glory hole. I set one up at my house near the front door. He came in and put his cock though the hole and I sucked every drop of cum from him and he left, it was really a turn on and I went on a cock sucking spree for a while.

I'm not attracted to to guys either. I can admit if a guys is attractive or if he has a nice body, but I am not emotionally attracted to guys at all and would not get into a relationship with a guy. I am attracted to sex and sexual people. I just want to get off with you and help you get off. I have been with plenty of women before and after getting married. Now I want to enjoy being with men. It was a rush sneaking around to be with other women and then come home and kiss my wife withe the other woman's juices still on my cock and on my breath, but it is a completely different rush to sneak around to be with a guy. Especially, coming home and kissing her after you've had a hard cock in your mouth and you've had every drop of his cum in your mouth. Men are more sexual than most women.

You are not alone. In my younger years I was introduced to a "business" by a fellow crossdresser who worked there. Being relatively big, at 6'1" and weighing about 190, I was maybe a 10 foot femme. Come any closer and you'd figure it out. This was in Berlin and it seemed there were men who preferred not-quite trannies like me. Depending on the client I would either top or bottom. Made a fair amount of cash over the two years I worked there. Nowl, so many years later, I am a 25 foot femme, but still on ocassion I get hit on.